Homeschooling

So… It’s been awhile ey? Yea I thought so as well. Life has been a bit tough. Lost some good friends due to moral differences. Fought an educational system due to my children not having a penis, and quit my job due to our differences in opinions at said educational system.

So lots of life changes and surprisingly they feel pretty good. I am thankful for a hard working husband who is capable of being a primary bread winner so that I can pull our kids out of a mysoginistic, stereotypical, ridiculously ignorant educational system. They will get well versed with more opportunities at home than they ever can with a common core education. So lots of prayer and hope are being poured into planning my kids an unbiased education with more worldly views.

Current anxiety’s:

I’m going to f my kids up. For real, they are going to be so messed up educationally. Even though I “know” they will be better off at home learning I still feel I’m going to screw them up. They will have plenty of socialising through extra curricular but I still feel like I’m going to miss some huge detail and they will be lacking real world experience and education.

Positive note:

My kids will grow to be kind, non-racist, non-judgemental and smart people who contribute to society. I hope to teach them to always see things from another POV and not just through their own tunnel vision.

Wish me luck folks. I have our start date on August 14, 2017. I know I will do ok but I’m still overwhelmed and anxious about this new path!

Assumptions UGH….

I think it is truly amazing how quick people are to lay blame on the woman when a couple splits up.  As if it were her duty to maintain the glue in a relationship.

So what if they argued a lot, maybe there’s a reason.  Maybe that woman held them together as long as she could but the the bitter resentment of adultery was something she could never get passed.

Maybe the verbal abuse, emotional neglect and emotional abuse was to great and ten years of dealing with it was too great.

What if he left her?

The point?  Behind closed doors you don’t know what happens.  You can only assume.  And for anyone who’s read my posts you know exactly how I feel about the word ASSUME!

Get a life and stay out of others affairs when it comes to the heart.  If they want your advice they will ask for your advice.  Don’t give unwarranted advice.  You could have it all wrong and in turn hurt them more than they Already are hurting.

You don’t know the cause, where it’s him or her so butt out unless seeked out!

Let them know your there that’s it!

I’m a Patriot. ¬†What are you?

For those of you who are not American citizens, I think it’s world news that the United States is in political turmoil at the moment.

For those of us living in the USA it’s a difficult time.  You have Republicans spewing their garbage and then you have Democrats spewing more garbage.

You cannot go anywhere without hearing someone running off at the mouth about one side or the other.

I’m going to be honest I no longer identify with either group.  And it’s not because Donald Trump is president.  

It’s because if you don’t fully agree with Democrats your stupid, uneducated, not worldly enough to understand their precious point of view.  These groups of people pretend to be tolerant and non-judgemental.  When in actuality they are the total opposite if you don’t see their point or agree with them on their current topic.  They are belittling, occasionally violent, hypocrital and just flat out bullies.

Republicans are no better though.  They like to pretend that issues aren’t there like a cartoon ostrich with it’s head in the sand going, nah nah nah nah nah!  The two groups are eeirly similar.  So maybe, that’s why they don’t get along?

I’m not stupid, I know that there are major political issues that seperated the two long ago.  I’m not ignorant to the fact that Republicans fought to end slavery and Democrat’s were pro slavery.

I just think people have just lost sight of what matters. As I sit in this tiny diner listening to Conway Twitty and Patsy Cline I can’t help but think, how the world they new as normal turned into the world we now view as normal.

I find myself thinking, I’m a patriot.  I’m not going to side with either party.  I stand my fellow neighbor and my flag.  

Please see below for things that are considered intolerable in this country:

1: Violent Protesting – You are destroying your own country moron.  What you destroy tax payers have to pay to rebuild.  Dipshits.

2: Burning the American Flag – Do you know how many men and woman since 1776 has died for that fucking flag.  You’re scum ass pieces of shit need an education.  You aren’t disrespecting the President you are disrespecting every soldier that fought for the rights you have to do what you are doing.  Damn morons.

3. Wearing a Vagina on your head for women everywhere. – NO….JUST NO. God.

4. Being a RACIST – I’m going to expand this one.  Just because I think it needs to be addressed.  Racism is not simply white on black.  So for those of you that are white, and think they woke up this morning with white privilege… Uh no… No that’s not how that works.  This generation don’t know what it feels like to know what it means to see white only bathrooms, water fountains, schools etc. 

It’s fucking 2017!  Ain’t nobody got time for anybody’s racist ass.  Whether it be, black on white, Asian on black or white on black, etc.

Only fucking people in the country who can claim any discrimination by anyone present day is freaking Native Americans.  Unless you are a damn Native American in this country quit your bitching and whining.  Suck it the fuck up.  Go ask them what it feels like to be oppressed.

4. Women’s Right – I’m all for my rights as a woman.  In fact I do not feel oppressed at all.  So much in fact that a chose, I chose, to give up my career and raise my children to grow up and be just fucking like me.  Strong willed, passionate, ambious, strong minded beautiful women.  Just like me.  I don’t need some bent marching up the White House steps to tell me, Congress, or the President how I feel or how I should feel.  I am not nasty.  I am very conservative so much in fact that I believe in myself and my ability to articulate whole sentences all by myself.  I’m not going to say how old I am but I’m old enough to know that my vote over the course of the last 6 elections hadn’t done squat.  

My life is exactly as it was at 18 as it is now.  The only thing these women are doing is making the voices who need to be heard, ignored.  

The majority of what they protest, it’s not a government issue, it’s a, how is your little boy being raised to treat women issue, on the majority of what they protest.

5. Abortion – Seriously…A fetus is a baby… Wanna know why?  It has a fucking heartbeat!!!!  If your heart is beating are not alive? Are you not a person???  Hello!!!  

Personal Accountability is what’s lacking when the majority of women go to have abortions. Like, a woman knows her body, her body will carry a baby, so don’t already your legs unless you are; A: On birth control or B: using condoms. 

You know what laws should be made for men who don’t man up?  Permanent sterilization.  Jail time… Hello there are many things that could happen.

You know what should happen to women who bait men to get them preggo then don’t allow the man to be apart of the kids life?  Same thing!  WOMAN should be punished!

A child needs both parents!  So guess what sweetheart, don’t want your baby?  I know 10 couples who are unable to conceive.  Give it to them!  They would all be wonderful parents.

6. Veterans – All these people are worried about the poor pitiful refugees when we have all these poor pitiful veterans that are homeless.  Or not receiving medical care after having their legs (or any appendage) blown off by the very refugees they are wanting into the country.  

Seriously folks, educate yourself on European countries who have allowed massive amounts of refugees into the country.  Check out Germany first and the mayhem and destruction that the government can’t control there.  Talk about scared shitless, refugees from Syria, the men have NO, ZERO, respect for women.  They will rape your ass and think it’s a normal daily routine.  Like oh, brush my hair, brush my teeth, rape lady who’s giving me refuge, shower, eat breakfast, go to shelter, rape teenage girl, go to lunch with buddies.  Etc etc etc.

Veterans are more important, Americans are more important. Our veterans have horrible mental issues when they come home.  We need to provide better care for them when they are discharged from the military.

7.  Welfare Benefits – Seriously… Why is this even an issue.  People just live your life.  Try to support your family.  Don’t do drugs.  Not hard.

8. Gay rights – You know what I don’t give two shits of John blows George.  Or if Sally loves Ginny.  The government needs to acknowledge these partnerships because love is not blind.  I don’t care who you have in the sack so long as you are happy.

But there is one that I do not agree with.  I don’t care what gender you identify with, if you got a dick go in the men’s room.  If you got tits and a pussy go to the women’s.  That should just be common fucking sense.  

I’m not sure if this is all the issues.  I’m not sure if i mentioned everything that I’m passionate about.  But I do know that I’m not alone.  I know that I’m not the only one who feels this way.

Remember live for today… Don’t worry about tomorrow…

I’m a Patriot… Who’s with me?

Perception

Life goes on… With or without the ones you love, the ones you need, the ones you want. 

Life is ruthless. 

There is no mercy.  

It is no-holds-barred.

Life is hard.

Life will beat you down.

It…will…rip people away from you without notice, without reason, without batting an eyelash.

Life gives you people to love, care for, look forward to seeing everyday. 

Then it rips them from you like a baby from its mother’s womb.

The nastiness of life is bittersweet.

It’s sweet because it gives you people to love, care for and look forward to seeing everyday.

It’s sweet because each second is a blessing, a gift, a wonderful decadent piece of chocolate.

Life can be as beautiful as it is ugly.

Life is wonderful I’m the sense that sometimes if you are lucky it gives you a person to share it with, to grow old with, to have a children with.

It’s all how you choose to perceive your path.

I choose to live.  

I choose to live each second like it’s my last.

I choose to love fiercely without restraint.

I choose to love every person that comes into my life for a lifetime.  Regardless of who they are, who they love, what they look like or what they stand for.

Every person is sent to you for a reason.

Cherish them and every moment you get with them and don’t let a jaded Perception ruin your own.

Loss of life entirely to soon :(

Some rather sad news this evening.  A local boy my kids were friends with died of a rare form of cancer.  He loved…lived…for 2 years with this cancer while his parents made him undergo experimental treatment after experimental treatment.

My kids keep asking me… “Why wouldn’t God hell him?”

I thought about it for a moment and this is how I responded.The best I could tell them was….

“That he did heal him, for over 2 years God kept him alive, he had a terminal cancer, he should have been gone in less than 6 months.  Not for this little guys sake though, but for him to help lead people to Jesus and to help his family learn to cope with the loss they will now face”

…. Maybe that will help them deal with the loss, maybe it will help them at school when consoling their friends. 

I can only hope… Please remember this family in your thoughts and prayers.  I can’t possibly imagine losing one of my kids.